"When a mother dies, a daughter's mourning never completely ends" This year is slowly coming to an end which means I have almost survived my second full year without you. I'm a little overwhelmed at how much has changed in this second year. I think I'm more overwhelmed by how much harder this second year … Continue reading Without you
We met when I was a teenager, it was a cold night in January and I had recently gone through a break up as well as calling it quits with "the man from seven years ago". My self esteem was pretty low and he took an interest. I remember him looking at me from across … Continue reading That wasn’t love, that was just hope.
So it's the 7th of January 2019. You have no idea how long I've waited for this new year to come, to finally put 2018 behind me. This year is a fresh start, a blank page, a new chapter. This is of course me being incredibly clichéd but I am grabbing the feeling of a … Continue reading Fresh start
I haven't been in denial about this one. In fact it's a fact that I have been well aware of. The fact that, for months now I have been spiralling. Not massively out of control or anything but spiralling all the same. Those who know me know this is just a phase. That is probably … Continue reading My early twenties crisis
There is such a stigma around anti depressants. But right now I am not afraid of saying that sometimes I need to take a tablet to help me sleep at night. I think back to before she died and I remember what it felt like to be happy without a single trace of sadness. Without … Continue reading The anxiety that cripples me