We met when I was a teenager, it was a cold night in January and I had recently gone through a break up as well as calling it quits with "the man from seven years ago". My self esteem was pretty low and he took an interest. I remember him looking at me from across … Continue reading That wasn’t love, that was just hope.
When I said in my last entry that I wanted to write about "more" and that it could very well be just the bitter ramblings of a single girl in her mid twenties, well, I was right. This next one was a hard and bitter pill to swallow. We first started talking over our mutual … Continue reading The second Boy to (sorta) Break my Heart.
This time of year is another time I become greatly nostalgic although I'm not sure if nostalgic is even the right word to use. My Mam's birthday is fast approaching, next month would of been her 43rd birthday. I have spoken about my confusion over missing her often but now I have finally put my … Continue reading I wish…
So tomorrow I'm turning 24 and as always I'm looking back just to see how far I've come. There are a few times a year that make me incredibly nostalgic... Christmas, New Year's, Mother's Day, Pancake Day (don't ask) Easter and of course Birthday's, my own especially. So here I am, living my last 24 … Continue reading Turning 24
So it's the 7th of January 2019. You have no idea how long I've waited for this new year to come, to finally put 2018 behind me. This year is a fresh start, a blank page, a new chapter. This is of course me being incredibly clichéd but I am grabbing the feeling of a … Continue reading Fresh start
Last Friday my Dad asked his girlfriend to marry him. The first thought that came into my head was her. Then I got angry. It's silly because they were separated for four years when she died. They just never got round to the "divorce" part before it happened. It's silly because my Dad and his … Continue reading The Proposal
My youngest sister tagged me in a post this morning. It's October, I was unaware that October is pregnancy and infant loss awareness month. I'll be honest, she has been the first one to mention me in relation to anything about "miscarriage" before. It got me thinking and it got me reading... I am 1 … Continue reading What happened after it was positive