So tomorrow I'm turning 24 and as always I'm looking back just to see how far I've come. There are a few times a year that make me incredibly nostalgic... Christmas, New Year's, Mother's Day, Pancake Day (don't ask) Easter and of course Birthday's, my own especially. So here I am, living my last 24 … Continue reading Turning 24
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Fresh start
So it's the 7th of January 2019. You have no idea how long I've waited for this new year to come, to finally put 2018 behind me. This year is a fresh start, a blank page, a new chapter. This is of course me being incredibly clichéd but I am grabbing the feeling of a … Continue reading Fresh start
My early twenties crisis
I haven't been in denial about this one. In fact it's a fact that I have been well aware of. The fact that, for months now I have been spiralling. Not massively out of control or anything but spiralling all the same. Those who know me know this is just a phase. That is probably … Continue reading My early twenties crisis
What happened after it was positive
My youngest sister tagged me in a post this morning. It's October, I was unaware that October is pregnancy and infant loss awareness month. I'll be honest, she has been the first one to mention me in relation to anything about "miscarriage" before. It got me thinking and it got me reading... I am 1 … Continue reading What happened after it was positive
Sister’s
I feel like I haven't wrote anything down in ages. I'm probably starting to struggle with how to word things. One thing I have realised though is there are two people at the centre of my life who I have mentioned often but not as often as I'd like. Two people who mean the world … Continue reading Sister’s
The funeral
I'd never been to a funeral before. I remember going to my great grandad's wake when I was young but I'd never been to an actual service before, let alone plan one. I woke up the day of my mam's funeral and there was a buzz around the house. We were all getting ready for … Continue reading The funeral
One year on
Yesterday was the 14th of August. Yesterday marked exactly one year since she's been gone. I'm writing this now and I'm struggling to find words. I'm struggling so much I'm not even sure if I should be writing this at all. I feel very full. I feel ready to burst with emotion. But, for whatever … Continue reading One year on
