"When a mother dies, a daughter's mourning never completely ends" This year is slowly coming to an end which means I have almost survived my second full year without you. I'm a little overwhelmed at how much has changed in this second year. I think I'm more overwhelmed by how much harder this second year … Continue reading Without you
Feelings are not right or wrong. They just are. I have been having a series of "bad day's" lately. As I have mentioned before, for me, writing it all down helps. So, rather than continuing to bottle it all up to the point where it becomes the heavy weight I'm dragging around, I am going … Continue reading Bad Day
This post is a pretty big deal for me as this month commemorates exactly one year since I started writing my blog! I know, time flies. On that note, let's take it back a year and review... When I first started writing/blogging/possibly over sharing... I was in a dark place. I was living my first … Continue reading My First Year of Self Expression
"It has been said that "time heals all wounds". I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting it's sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone" - Rose Kennedy The above quote is something I wholeheartedly agree with. Time, definitely does not heal. Time, … Continue reading My ever evolving fear of grief
"I want to be with you everywhere..." As I write this I am sitting on a train to London King's Cross crippled with anxiety. As I am about to embark on the most "adult" experience of my life. Friends and Family have expressed their concern but I just keep telling myself "what's the worst that … Continue reading You are the Music in me
"But I must admit I miss you quite terribly. The world is too quiet without you nearby" - Lemony Snicket The death of a loved one is a curious thing. What's more curious though, are the things I found myself clutching onto. I don't know about the rest of you who have experienced a loss, … Continue reading The Bus Pass
Next month marks the the anniversary of my break up therefore it will mean I have been a single white female for one whole year. Crazy, I know. Now this is the truth, the whole truth or so help me God. First of all it hasn't been easy. Sometimes, far from it. I spent last … Continue reading My favourite fruit are Lemons or didn’t you know?